Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

KimJongHyun. ♥

I can officially say that Im obsessed with KimJongHyun from SHINee :D . He seriously is damn hot okay, gosh. So anyw, today went on a study date at Yihan's together with Cheryl, Trina, Melissa, Gene, Nicky, Xinwei and Zhihao. I reached at 12.30pm, waited then went to meet the rest. Waited for Xinwei and Nicky for like 1.5hours, they reached at 2+pm. Siao one k, super late! HAHA, reached Yihan's at 3pm. Ate, studied. K I didnt really study cause I finished my work. Hee this is the first time I finished two pieces of homework during the first day of holiday :D .

Left at 5.30pm, went to Vivo for dinner. Kfc-ed with Trina, Yihan, Gene and Zhihao. Left, 166-ed home. Reached home at about 7.45pm, tv-ed then bathed then comp. Audi-ed for awhile, gah my skills seriously drop. K tomorrow going out with Trina and Yihan hopefully. Cause the rest cant make it D: . Plus got extra lessons in school in the morning. Hahaha so yeah, Im gonna sleep now.

Day 2 — Your Crush
(K so anyway Im gonna whiten it. And I know many of you would wanna know what's the whiten part. Seriously, if I whiten it means I really dont want to let you all know right -.- ? Anyway, if any of you manage to read it, be it through source or copy to somewhere else or whatever shit things (I know you're guilty), please just shut the hell up and dont ask me anything or gossip around about this thing because, I seriously just dont want to tell you all. -.-)

I dont know what to say about him. I dont know whether it's or just a pure childish infatuation. Stupid me, fml. 17months already, Im still waiting for you. Though I know I cant, but seeing you happy just made my day yah. Anyway, I just hope we can remain best buddies, cause now you're like my only person I tell secrets to. Well, I wish you happiness alright. Cause seeing you happy, just makes me happy..

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