Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Sometimes, we have no choice but to walk away.

Awesome day I had today! Happygirl96! ^^ Met up with Cordillia and her friend, went to Plaza Sing to study. Much awkwardness at first, but it was fine afterwards. Ohyeah, I did my homework. Like bits of pieces here and there. Haha! Jio-ed Gene and she came at around 1.30pm, she saved my awkwardness! Hehe. After fetching her, went to meetup with the shineeworldsg people and collected my badges! Donated $5 to the Japanese too! And here's the awesome part. I get to write a message to SHINee!!! (Y) Dedicated it to Jonghyun, I miss you! Hope you have a speedy recovery and come back perform yeah. ♥

Went back to kfc, Cordi's friend left. Started to slack, and then crapped and stoned. LOL. Went to arcade after that, Gene was the one playing all the time. HAHA. Oh I saw people playing jubeat! It's way cool. Hehehe. Walked around then left at like 4.45pm, homed and I napped for an hour. Too tired. Webcamming with Yihan, Trina and Mel now. Suppose to be doing speech but errr, we're just randomly talking and stuffs. I love today alright. Never been so happy before. Awesomeeeeeee! ;)

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

I wish I was every little thing you wanted all the time.

I swear Im getting bored of blogging. It's like sucha boring thing to do. Well, I got not much things to post about anyway. Whenever I decided to blog, I just close the whole tab cause it's just too boring. Like now, I dont feel like blogging, gahh. Holidays are here, which suppose to mean rest, slack and relax, yet there's piles of homework to do. Going out to study tomorrow, muahaha. I need something to occupy me during the holidays. Roar. Oh I found out I have a stalker, HAHA. Ben says he comes to my blog everyday without fail to check whether I have new post anot, heehee. He sucks, tothemax. d: Feel like going back to audi, but it's so sian. Ugh. Whatever, ciaos.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Dear heart, sorry for all the damage.

Hi! It's been long since I'd last blogged, how's life readers! Anyw, I unprivated my blog, yeah it's obvious, LOL. March holidays' arriving, yaaaaay. I really want to spend my holiday wisely, and relax like mad. Hoho, so anyway today went out to Cineleisure. Met Melissa at Dawson busstop at 10+am, then we head to Koufu to start on abit of homework while waiting for Yihan and Cheryl to arrive. They reached, bought waffle then 111-ed to Cineleisure! Went to the Macdonald at scape, slacked and stuffs. Talked, and then Cheryl and Yihan left first at 12.45pm. So continued my homework, and omg I finished chem! Even though there's no chem on Monday and Tuesday, I did and completed that first, hehe. Chem's awesomeeeeee.

Studied till 2pm, then went to walk around at the flea market. Not much things, helped Yihan buy the files, hoho. Then while walking around, my button dropped. Wtf, suay max. So got no choice but to buy a belt from there, then chionged to toilet. HAHA, but guess what the belt's too big!! So bobian, tie around my shirt there, and yay, it didnt dropped. Walked out of the toilet and omg, saw this stall which sells posters, SHINee! (Y) It's damn nice ok, hehe. Bought one, then waited for Queenie to arrive, and then continue walking till 3.45pm. Headed home first, reached home at around 4.30pm. Comp-ed and stuffs, and here Im blogging! Hehhh, I wanna go out so badly man. D: Hopefully March holidays can enjoy. ;)