Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Wedding solemnisation.

Hi!

Im trying my best to update this blog on a daily basis but i doubt i could cause there's not much happening or interesting stuff going on. Anyway, i attended my uncle's wedding solemnisation on the 30th dec at swissotel with my family and relatives. I swear the hotel was damn grand and the wedding was on the 69th floor *winks*.

Me, after getting my makeup artist to makeup at 8.30am in the morning


Headed to the room and everything started at 11am.  The room is so pretty and grand, the view from 69th floor is paranomic too.




So we get to witnessed them saying all those mushy words like 'I do' and 'I will'. Ok la it's quite sweet especially when the person said all those romantic love quotes. But i swear he's damn naggy because he can literally repeat the same sentence for about 5 times, which means it's rather torturing for us guests cause we have to stand his nonsense. But as usual, to keep myself out from the boredom, i took pictures!

The wedding souvenir. Customised stickies!



Ok so i tried red wine and i swear the first sip was bitter. But after awhile it's fine. Glad i only took like afew sips or else i'll be drunk and go high. Jk. But still the feeling of being able to taste alcohol is cool, it feels like im legal! Hahahahaha lame. Next year i'll be legal. Yay!

Family.

Family + relatives with the bride and groom.

All the kids in my mother's side + grandparents + bride and groom.

Family; Cousins.

Mum & Dad!

Everyone present that day. Spot me!

Food served there was alright, but the dimsum and the saffron rice wasnt really that up to standard. I like the sushis there! And the pastries. Nomnom. 




Went out of the room and took more pictures. The wedding album is just perfect. They say a lady looks best in her wedding gown, so true. Aunty's so pretty. Gosh, i wanna get married too. HAHAHAHA.



To be honest, im someone who really can get obsessed with the lovey dovey stuff and yes i did plan on my future and wanna get married by the age of 25. Seeing those lovely marriage couples just make me get so envious. It's like the feeling of finding someone who's willing to pamper you and love you wholeheartedly for the rest of your life is just too great. Well, i thought i found him but lol whatever that isnt the point. Anyway, if you guys were wondering why does my uncle and aunt seem so old, that's because it's my uncle's second marriage.... quite sad but still i wish both of them wont have a third one! Choy. Jk. I wish both of them will last forever till their hair turn white and teeth all gone! :D

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Brand new year.

Happy new year readers!

2012 is over, 2013 is here. Am i looking forward to 2013? I dont think so, because things are so far rather horrible, other than the fact that i spent my first seconds of the new year with awesome people. Yup, i went for countdown! Best way to start the new year with friends. Glad that my parents allowed me to go.

So how did i spend my last day of 2012? Farewell to my beloved bitch at the airport and then countdown with the crazy ones. Yup, queenie left for aussie to study already. I swear i was hoping the university didnt accept her but still, im glad she got accepted and yes, she'll be fine over there. That bitch is so gonna miss us, hahaha!

Met my babes at bugis station at around 6.30pm then headed to the airport together.

Reached there at around 7.15pm, took the skytrain to terminal 1. Went over to burger king to find my babe.

Her mum treated us, thankyou aunty! Look at the pile of fries. Glad i changed mine to onion rings or else...

Sweet bitch wrote cards for all of us. 

Queenie and her cousin; Gene.

Melissa; Rilla.

Last individual pictures with my bitch. She's my first secondary school friend. 4 years. Really heartwrenching to see her leave. Queenie, i wish you all the best in your future endeavour and please take good care of yourself in aussie. Find a hot angmoh boyfriend and send us his picture ok! See you in november babe. I love you.


Our last picture together before sending her in the depature gate. Look at our horrible faces. All of us teared so badly. Sigh.

Washed up, left the airport to esplanade to meet edmund and acul along with gene, rilla and melissa for countdown. Forever waiting for the two guys -_-


Walked to the esplanade park where we stoned there for like an hour, while waiting for the firework. I swear my legs are aching like mad cause im wearing wedges. Wrong choice to not wear flats due to so much walking. Finally found a good spot where we just sat there like hobos and waited. Talked alot with the people, stomach ached badly due to too much laughing.

PRETTY AYE? The fireworks are literally infront of us! Glad we got a right spot!

8 minutes of pretty fireworks, very lazy to upload the video which i captured for approximately 1min or so? Went high and party on the spot, so much fun. :')

Walked back to the mrt..... HORRIBLE. It was so hard walking i swear. We just followed the crowd like some idiots and in the end we went to a mrt with a closed entrance. Congratulations. Worse, we had no clue or rather not familiar with the area. Only edmund was. So he led the way. And goodness, we had to cross this whole patch of grass. It was fine but due to the bloody rain earlier on, IT WAS FUCKING MUDDY. Holy, melissa and i literally screamed while walking. Unfair how acul carried edmund because he was wearing his birks. But whatever, mel and i managed to survive that bloody patch of mud.

In the mrt with the babes.

After walking an hour we finally managed to find the mrt. Took the mrt home with mel and rilla. Gene and the guys took bus. My legs were already tired like fuck and worse there's no seats. I feel like just lying on the floor and sleep. Reached dover at 1.30am, NO BUS SERVICES. I wanna cry!!! Called dad and asked him to pick me, thanks dad ^_^ 

Good things come to an end. 2012 is now over. 2012 wasnt a really good year for me. Stressful, full of heartbreaks. Indeed there were good memories worth to keep but of course i hope 2013 would be better. What's my new year's resolutions? Quite simple actually. No tears for the not worthy, be stronger than i was in 2012, lesser pain, more laughter, more trustable friends, more happiness. 

I wish all of you readers a very happy new year and may 2013 be a good and smooth one for you! :)

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Jingle all the way.

Merry christmas everyone!! 

Hi all, how's your christmas? This year's christmas was surprisingly the best after all these sixteen years. All thanks to trina, shaun, and maybe edmund and acul. LOL! Shocking to see the two idiots' name right, so here's how i spend my christmas.

So i met up with trina and shaun at plaza sing at around 12pm, sorry guys i was late. But i rushed out of the house immediately already so... excused right? Had macdonalds for lunch, man i swear when im with these two asses, life's hell awesome. They make you laugh almost every second, my life is complete... kidding. Im exaggerating, but yes, they're loved. Headed to shop for weiren's present with shaun and guess where we went...

 BUILD A BEAR!!! YAY.

Ya, it's my first time going to build a bear workshop so i think im like the most excited one, even though that bear is not for me (sadly) and the bear is not made by me. Pretty stuff obviously means many pictures, so yup! 

So firstly, we have to choose a bear, like duh. The one shaun chose for weiren is not here, else it wouldnt be a surprise.

LOOK AT THE CUTE BEARS. I WANT.

 Second step, stuffing the bear with fur, and a heart.

 Third, BATHE THE BEAR. You've to scrub it clean as if you're really scrubbing a living thing lol.


 Sadly, shaun didnt get any clothings for the bear. In other words, HE'S NAKED. LOL!

Doing the birth certificate for the bear. I swear it's really as if you're giving birth to a real new born baby.

Ending with the bear promise. Shaun recited it, along with me and trina laughing our ass off.

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TADAHHHHHHHH! The end product, PIRATE! Isnt he cute? :D

So trina tried building a bear before, and now shaun did. EXCEPT ME. Sigh, it's so unfair. Kidding. I'll try one day when i get my boyfriend to make me one. HAHAHA fake, that dream is never coming true.

After getting all the stuff bought, we made our way down to chambers where we played 3 hours of lan. Cool, but one horrible thing is that now it's not only the toilet's knob is spoilt, the lock is also spoilt. Like dafuq, the first time i went the knob was spoilt, so they had another lock to keep the door lock, now the lock is also spoilt... so i pushed open the door with a guy inside, F M L. I ran back to my seat and laughed my ass off alright.



Cathay's Popeyes for dinner. The three of us made a nuisance there. It's a good thing we didnt get scolded or shoo-ed. Took alot of pictures and left at around 7. Wanted to go home but edmund suddenly said he wanna come dhoby to find me, more of going cine walk walk together with acul. Shaun left first, so i lepak with trina at cine while trying to find the santa hat everyone's wearing.

Finally managed to buy from this booth at the underground scape. The lady which sold it to us was damn nice!! At first we thought it would cost at about $10-$20. BUT GUESS WHAT. She sold to us at freaking reasonably cheap $2 cause she got these from daiso. Yes, DAISO IS AWESOME.

CUTE RIGHT. I THINK WE SO CUTE.

We were jumping for joy alright. Decided to get frozen yoghurt from frolick while waiting for the slowpokes to arrive. We sat there for freaking 30 minutes with our yoghurt turning into soup -_-

 YUMMYYYYY. Original frozen yoghurt with oreos as toppings with my babe.

Ya, so they finally arrived, after 1.5 hours, at like 8.30pm, cause they wanted to meet since 7pm. It's as if they're coming from malaysia, but it's BEDOK. Like dahell!! It was damn awkward at first, but after 5 minutes for some reason the whole atmosphere returned back to normal. Which means the panicking for 1.5 hours got wasted cause me and trina was really feeling so nervous and awkward hahahaha.

Left at 9pm, thanks for sending us to the mrt (more like waiting for their friends). Took the train home with my babe and i made her miss her stop at dhoby, yay! Mission accomplished. HAHA, love you baby. 

But, really, i can say this is the best christmas ever. Thankyou people for making the last few days of 2012 a memorable one for me. :)