Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Friday, September 3, 2010

Eoy, Im counting on you..

Yay, last day of school already! Like finally manz. School was okay today, Im 90% chosen for Shandong trip! The good thing is, whole clique is going, woohoo! Yes, happy ttm. Got back report book today as well, I didnt dare to see it at first. Till Trina and the rest made me muster up my courage, thanks peoplee. I saw, I jitao cry. Gah, why am I so dumb. Stopped, needed to clear the stuffs. Asked around, and I really realised I did so damn badly, sigh. Thought of that again, and why people asked me to smile and cheerup, I teared more. LOL, yeah Im just that dumb, sadly.

After school, clique was talking about it. And suddenly I just peng, cried like siaozharbo. Sit there like those kid lost their parents, gah. I really did SUPER badly, teared for like 15min, thanks clique for comforting me (L) . Went for chinese supp, was released early. Went to find clique, then slacked to wait for Cheryl. Ate, then Cheryl came, and we bus-ed to my house for badminton. Played like mad, vented my anger out. Was kinda okay already. Homed at 5+pm, watched HelloBaby, gosh. Im loving Jonghyun like mad. Show you his AWESOME HOT AND CUTE PICTURE ^^ ;

CUTE OR WHAT. Hot right!! Heeeee. I ss-ed this picture (Y) . K so watched finished episode 4 and 5, Key is back in Ep5! Hehehe. Told my mum my results in a joking manner, she amazingly replied me jokingly too. Hoho Im lucky. But seriously Im have to study, need to study, and must study. Eoy is my only hope now, I gotta work hard. :D

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