If it's meant to be, it will be.

hi. see that pretty with specs on the left of the picture above? yes. she's mine. i love her. snatch and you'll die. kthxbai. ^^

sorry for the randomness. im bored, and i feel like blogging. so here you go. goodbye.

My once upon a time, didn't end happily ever after.

missed school today. am having slight headache, cough and runny nose. fever's gone, i guess. well so staying at home was super boring alright, cause i've practically nothing to do. maid woke me up a 6am, but i told her to call me 30min after since even if i were to go to school today, i can report at 8am cause of the mediacorp thing last night. slept for another 30min, woke up, texted and then went to ask my mum if i need to attend school today. she said no, like how awesome. (Y) so i continued texting and eventually fell asleep till 8.10am? used the laptop, watched 2 episodes of mfbbt and continue stoning. rofl. it was seriously very boring cause i've nothing to do.

so anyway i missed both my emaths and amaths test today. yay? maybe. i wanna take amaths test but not emaths however. dont know why but i love amaths alot, like so much more than emaths. emaths give me this sense of like, "aiya dont bother learning la, confirm will fail anyway". but amaths' on the contrary. ohwell. and yihan texted me saying that i got 4th highest in class for the previous amaths test!! the one which practically everyone complained about it being super tough, and i almost gave up and brokedown on the spot while doing halfway. heh, cool much huh. i can say that amaths' like my most fav subject now, at the moment. hahaha. uhhh, im feeling this sense of urgency that my homework needs to be completed right now. so off i go, to chiong finish my homework. i've piles of them alright, screw the school.

im not supposed to love you, im not supposed to care. im not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there. im not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do. im sorry, but i just can't help it, because im so in love with you.

xoxo, tong.

And so there's no point holding on anymore since nothing's there.

Chinese > Bio > English > Recess > Amaths > Physics > Lunch > Chem > History > Home.

K hi my fellow friends. Basically my day was like that, and morning was totally crap okay? I fucking overslept like wth. Woke at 6.36pm gosh! Maid overslept = didnt wake me = I overslept. See? Shit right. Chionged like mad, and in 15min, Im down hailing for a cab. I waited like for 10min still no cab in sight. Panicked like some retarded, and luckily this person alight before me so I just rushed to the cab and told the uncle Queenstown Secondary, without him even saying wanna take anot. HAHAHA, you see, Im like rushing for time, so I just dont give a damn. :p

Luckily there was no jam alright, but there goes my $9.75. It's alright cause mum gave me $10 in the morning to allow me to cab to school. Reached on time, everything's fine, phew. So I came home immediately after school and rushed my chinese holiday homework. And guess what, I COMPLETED IT. Like seriously, much yayness. I felt so free y'know, and awesome. Cause this' like the first time I completed my chinese holiday homework within the damn dateline in secondary school. AWESOME HUH. HAHAHA! So tried doing chem but apparently I have no idea how to do and yeah, Im going to school tomorrow and ask, not copy. Im guai, tyvm. LOL! Alright, so Im going off now, I wanna tv. Bye! ;)

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to.

Pe > Chemistry > SocialStudies > Recess > Amaths > English > Lunch > Chinese > Physics.

Yep so lessons went by just like that today. Anyway this shall be a quick and short post, I want to turn in soon and go to dreamland. Today was so not my day? I dropped alot of things alright. Worse is I knocked my head like twice and I just knocked my arm. Wtf, suckish. Basically the day's just like that la, after school home. Or if not I will go somewhere before going home. LOL. Didnt meet Tricia today, tomorrow or perhaps Friday cause Im afraid I cant make it for tomorrow. On msn with Jason brother now, he's lovesick. HAHAHA, funny much. So yep, I want to sleep. Night!

Control yourself, Dorcas.

First day of school, was alright. Not as bad as what I expected, haha. So I woke up at around 5.30am today, super early. Cant really get to sleep for the whole night. Slept for only 4+hours, which was why Im dead tired today. Reached school at about 7am? Went to usual place, saw Yihan, Cheryl and Queenie. Talked and stuffs, then gathered. Got hair check, I was super lucky I didnt get caught alright. Jitao send home siah, gosh. Contact time with form and co-form teacher from 8am to 9am, got our seating arrangement as well. Kinda happy with it. Changed over, then went for chinese. Omg seriously I just wanna drop higher I tell you, I cant take it. I dont like, I dont like!! Sigh, even though I may have a possibility to minus 2 from my O's, but thats only when I managed to score A for my normal chinese which is like, this year. Mf.

Se then, boring. Mr Ng was like talking about himself la, more than the subject. Used phone, since he wasnt really teaching. Recess next, walked around in canteen, then went back class. Oh yah the guys look damn weird and funny please, in their long pants, hahah! Joke. Chatted, then it was Amaths. HIONG AH, seriously. My head jitao can go boomz man, omg. K Im lazy to continue updating the details so I just anyhow liao la. After amaths was erm, Bio. Soso la, fine. Then lunch. After lunch still got lessons like wtf, -.-! English next followed by Emaths' last period, then chionged down to Citylink wth Cheryl and Trina, then homed. ;) So things are basically like this, ending at 3.30pm from Tuesday to Thursday, tiring. Sian, ok la I lazy post already bye.

Happy New Year!

Have a blessed 2011 all! :)

It's 2011, like so fast, in a blink of an eye. Im officially sec3 now, damn. It's sure gonna be a very stressed and tough year, exactly like what I heard from people. Seriously Im so not looking forward to 2011, sigh. But neither do I wanna stay in 2010 cause it's not a year that's worth remembering. I wanna rewind time and go back to 2009 :( . Okeh, my new year wish, freedom and privacy. Like seriously I hope I can have those two. I dont wanna have curfew when I go out, and I dont want parents checking my inbox. -.- Okeh till here, may 2011 be an awesome year to all of you. :)