Why are we always the party that has to understand, but aint the party that got understood?
Ever feel that no one fucking understands you at all? Ever feel that your whole world is crushing down and everyone's going against you? Well I do, definitely. Sometimes I just feel that everyone doesnt even understand me at all, not even one person. No one appreciates what I did for them, every single one of you out there just takes my kindness and gratitude for granted. And it kinda sucks to be treated like this. Dont you wish someone could just try and understand you, somehow? In a way or another. Im not asking you guys to understand fully and give in even when the girl's at fault, but at least, try and understand her. Apparently it'll make the girl feel better, knowing there's actually someone who gives a damn about her, knowing there's someone willing to be there for her. Maybe thats all a girl needs, someone who fucking cares.
Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it. Usually, we like it when we know we actually mean something to someone. We like it when we're the reason for someone's happiness. We like it when a guy actually prioritize us infront of their games, infront of their other girl friends. We like it when a guy is actually proud to have her and doesnt even mind showing of her to his friends. But sometimes, guys take it to far and we girls start to feel embarrassed. No, it doesnt mean we dont love you, or it doesnt mean we dont appreciate what you done for us, neither does it mean we dont treat you important. Somehow, we just feel everything has a limit. I mean.. yeah we like it when we feel special but too much is sometimes, over. If you get what I mean.
Even the strongest girl has times when she feels like breaking down. When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be all right. And more likely than not, it will endear them to you more than anything else. If a girl tells you she's fine, kindly please understand she's never fine, and she wont be fine, she just wants you to hold her in her arms, and reassure her that everything's fine. We like getting reassured, especially by small acts like saying how beautiful we are everyday, or how we're always on your mind. An 'I love you' everyday would definitely help. Although we always say actions speak louder than words, we just love it when you sweet talk us, even though we know we'll fall deeply in love with it. And once we got way attached to you, there's no way we can get away from this trap.
No matter how much we say we'll never be like this or that, we somehow became this or that. It's like, even if we promised we'll never get ourselves hurt in love again, even if we promise we'll never fall for the guy who'll make us shed tears, we still do. We still are girls, overly sensitive creatures. We still get jealous easily, we still get sensitive and paranoid over the smallest stuffs. We still tend to overthink as much as we could. We still feel not good enough for you guys. But, what can we do? It's like we want to be like that, at times even if we try hard to control, this fucked feeling still appears and worse, sometimes it'll just control and take over you and your behaviour. And yes, I can assure you that we hate feeling like this. No one likes to feel like this. Cause, we know that guys will get annoyed and angry with us for feeling like this.
