Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Monday, August 30, 2010

Just your wide smile, got me so hypnotized.

It's so late already, and yet Im not asleep. School was fine, had practical. And damn, I forgotten to put in the pandan leaves, which make me rice like no smell. Hahaha, after school had AcesDay practice, tomorrow's the day already. Plus need to wake up at like 5.30am tomorrow, to prepare and stuffs. Meeting Melissa and rest at Dawson's busstop and 6.45am. I really dont wanna wear the classtee, it seriously looks ugly. Guess what, I just finished writing a story! Omg, so proud of myself haha. Im so awesome LOL. Of course with the help of Kimberly, and the internet. Hehe, alright. I need to off the comp. soon, nights! :D

Saturday, August 28, 2010

I may forgive you, but that doesnt mean I didnt forget what you'd done.

Moodswings again, omg I hate it. My mood is super bad today, I dont know why either. My brother woke me up today at around 8+am, and I cant go back to sleep already. So came online, went to audi for awhile till like 12noon. Then decided to watch the series of 我爱黑涩棒棒堂, and it rocks alot! I miss watching it, stopped due to my laziness. Hehe watched those series that caught my eye, and it made me laugh like mad <: . Went to audi again for awhile, and since then my mood turned SUPER bad. So I stopped and cooled down for awhile, in the meantime went to facebook and stuffs. Went for a super late dinner at 9pm, got home not long ago. Im super tired now, need to wake up tomorrow to head to WestCoast to get my ingredients for try out of my chicken rice tomorrow. ;)

Friday, August 27, 2010

11:11, and so the whole world is changing.

Today was rather okayy. Im super lazy to explain the stuffs but all I know is I had an awesome time with Cheryl, Melissa and Yihan today! They came over to my house there play badminton! Dad helped us book court :) . Before that collected classtee with Weisheng, it turned out nicer than I expected, hehe. So anyw, badminton was really fun. Played till sweat ttm, from 4pm to 5.30pm. We only booked one court but somehow another is vacant so we just play HAHA. Ohyes, my results are so damn poor. Seriously Im dead for this term's ppr. I know Im 100% failing Lit cause both of the tests that's in ppr I all fail. Then art got C6, Chinese also should be failing cause my compo component failed. Stupid, I hate my results -.-

Monday, August 23, 2010

Start anew, start afresh.

Heythere. I've decided to kind of start anew for this blog, and everything. Today's the day whereby I will prove to you all that I am capable of doing so as well. So from now onwards, this blog will be opened, and I will be updating here only. I may be deleting all the links and redo-ing them, my music player as well. Did not delete the previous blog because it contains 651 posts, all starting from 13thApril2008. 2 years, thats cool yah. Though I really have no idea where my previous blog and post were before that date, at least I managed to hit a satisfaction there :) . So if you can find my previous blog and stuffs, applause for you, even though I know it'll be super easy, so some smart/blogger freaks. Haha, okay so that's about it. Goodnight! :)