Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Photo spam.

Last day of school, 271010.


With Yihan & Melissa.

With Trina & Queenie.

With all of my lovelies; Cheryl, Melissa, Queenie, Trina, Yanhui & Yihan.

With Melissa, Queenie, Trina & Yihan.

With Melissa, Queenie, Trina & Yihan.

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Marina Barrage, 121010.

With Yihan.

With Trina.

With Trina & Yihan.

With Melissa & Trina.

With all of them.

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Done with my photo spam! I love everyone that are the pictures. They rock max. :) Decided to spam this post with photos is cause, school is out, holidays are here. I miss these people ttm. It's only like the starting of holidays and yet Im missing them already. Ah, hopefully during the holidays I can like meet up with them! Hehehe. And next year, I want to go same class as all of them! I know Im greedy, but you cant blame me. They are really my priorities! Okay, now maybe I shall do a some sort of dedication to 2A. :)

Hi people! Okay I dont know what to say but yeah. 2A gave me alot of new impressions and experience. They made me know what's the true meaning of unity and class spirit. Hahah, I admit that I really dislike 2A at the starting of the year, but my point of view somehow changed a little day by day. Maybe there may always be quarrels and bullying, like Yongqiang y'know, and disliking of people like Weiyan, hahah. I believe 2A is still, fun to be with. At first, my impression of it was totally, "Walao this class, geeks nerds only. Go there 100% last in class, go there for what sia?" But it's because of this thats why it motivated me in my studies. Frankly speaking this year was the most fruitful and satisfied year I have, :) . Oh I still remember after we took our class photo, alot of people say our class is like already bonded although we're just allocated to new classes. Hahah. Ahhhh also there may be conflicts here and there, but everything's settled quickly. Hehehe. Didnt make it for bbq ytd, but still I hope you all have fun! :D

Friday, October 29, 2010

I realised, that we arent as close as how we used to be.

Having stomach flu, since Wednesday till now. I think it'll be okay by tomorrow cause my medicines finish tomorrow. Fever hit till 40degree the past two days, scared the hell of out me. Wonder what's wrong with my body. I really hope nothing will happen when I go to Shandong. Oh yeah school's out. Going back on 4thNov to know combination results. J taught me trigo today, kns it's damn confusing. I totally dont understand. Urgh. I got no mood to continue blogging, bye.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

The truth is, I really miss how you used to be.

Currently in a moody state, sucky feeling. I have no idea what to update about. All of a sudden, I feel like hugging my bolster now. Guess why? Cause I named it Jonghyun. Hehe he's like so awesome, so perfect, so wonderful. I love him ttm la. Really hope he has a speedy recovery! I pray for him (L) . The reason why Im depressed now is partly due to that I didnt make it for kpn yesterday. I really wanna see SHINee desperately :( . But it's okay, cause Jonghyun didnt perform yesterday, although he did come to Singapore. SHINee, have a solo concert here please! This time, I'll make sure I wont miss it. :D

Hehehe, Im really jealous of people who went for kpn okay. Well at least hope you guys had fun! I bet you all did. It's like so awesome la, according to I knew went. Haha. Today was like fine, as usual. The haze is like gone for good! Yay! Oh! Something that made me very happy today! Is that, I finally managed to do a 188bpm's cfm in audition!! Like omgosh alright, after 3years of audi. I've finally done it! I was like totally stunned la can. HAHA, Im aiming for 190bpm's now! Hard la, for me. Im like a total noob already, my skills totally drop (N) . Ohwell, I shall practice!

Tadah! Awesome isnt it. :D See my crazy bar, nothing. Yet I miraculously did the cfm. Gosh happy die. K so tomorrow school's dismissing early, thanks to O's! Hahah going Jcube after that with usuals I suppose. Havent really discuss yet. Urgh for some reasons, Im looking forward to my Shandong trip! I dont care la, even if my mum oppose, I die also want go. I mean, why are you guys opposing! Seriously zzz. Nvm, till here. Goodluck to all taking O's tomorrow! ^^

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Day 04 — Your sibling (or closest relative) .


My one and only brother! Gosh I love him ttm okay. Hehe he is so cute, so funny, so awesome. I have nothing to say about him, just that he is totally one awesome brother. And yeah, we may quarrel at times, but still I love him la. I remember the most violent time we quarreled was till the extent that we both took knife. Thinking back, that was totally childish. Hahaha. And I always scold him bastard and noob for no reasons. Cute. Also! We always quarrel because of little things, standard one. Hehe despite all these, we still are very close! Im sure he loves me too! But of course I love him more. I dont know why but people always dislike their younger siblings but it's an exception for me. I love him more than anyone else in this whole world. Seriously I love him the most I can swear. Hehehe. Dovan Lim Liang Jin! My one and only brother! Dorcas Lim Tong Er, your beloved jiejie, wants to say this to you! " I love you to the very very very max. The max of the max! " (L)

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

20102010. (Y)


Awesome date! It's 20102010! Im hoping to catch 8.10pm later and if I do, Im sure making a wish! Hehe. School's fine today. I miraculously got into higher chinese! But Im still having second thoughts on whether to take or not. I dont feel like taking, because it's just stressing me out. But on the other hand, it can like minus 2points if you pass!! Mygosh. Hard choice though. Anyway, there's nothing much for me to update about. I shall be random then. Somehow, Im really hoping for this superb fortune teller to predict on whether will there be 2012. Symptoms of it are like appearing, like the haze! Gosh, it's killing me. PSI's getting so high, hopefully we'll have early holiday! Hehe, okay. Off I go, ;)

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Why is it so hard to keep a promise?


IM BACK! :)

Eoy ended, 5 days ago. And my results are all almost back, except for Literature. Like shit only, seriously. Whatever I've worked hard didnt pay off, except for some subjects. I spent so long doing art and wth, I only got a C6. It's okay, my art havent been that well anyway. Whatever, it's not like that end of world! Haha, subject combinations thing is confusing and making me worry. Chose already, but still, Im having second thoughts. Combined or triple sciences? And why is there no pure history!! Dang this thing. Ohwell. Changed my link and blogskin, finally everything's done. And Im loving SHINee even more each day, they practically rocks. Aww! Especially Jonghyun, wheeeeee!