Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

There's always a little pain behind every it's okay.

Shall say that today was quite awesome! I finally went to a lan, HAHA. Okay I know Im very out and stuffs, but I'd always wanted to go and I finally did today! Thanks to Trina and Yihan :D . So my maid woke me up today at 7.15 cause I told my parents to send me to school. But they're too early, and Im too tired and lazy to get myself up, so I slept till 8am then chionged to school. Met Trina, Yihan and Melissa at Dawson's busstop, then walked to school for extra lessons.

Literature was first, boring! I've been chatting away with Trina, thanks to her I kept myself awake. Haha I forgot to bring my foolscap which I wrote "김종현 Kimjonghyun" duadua at the back, damn sad. So I drew it on my bio pink booklet, HAHA. Literature ended half an hour earlier cause MrsDass need to go some meeting, yay. Bio was next, MsViknes came earlier. She droned on and on, and only half of what she said goes into my head :( . I really need to concentrate, but I cant cause was super noisy zzzzz.

Bio ended at 11.30pm, immediately 111-ed to 313 with Trina and Yihan. Went to Heeren's Mac for lunch first, we talked alot hee. Changed, then walked over to '313' HAHA. It was actually Cineleisure! HAHA, took neos then went up. $3.90 for an hour, so ex. But cause of audi, we decided to play. BUT THE WORSE PART COMES, there's no audi there and we didnt know, bastard. Suay suay, I go see the notices, coincidentally got patch. Walao, waste my $3.90 zzz. Plus no msn there so I cant do my stuffs wtf. So I got no choice but to play SA, hahaha.

Decided to go JCube for audition, so mrt-ed to DhobyGhaut. $2 for an hour, and the keyboard's SO SHIOK. Omg I want go there again! Super fun, so many people playing audition, then blast music till sibey shiok haha. I did 180bpm's cfm! Thanks to that keyboard! OMG DAMN HAPPY. Hahaha, I want that keyboard!!! Session ended at 5pm, mrt-ed to Harbourfront then 166-ed back home. No one's at home cause everyone went to cousin's house, alone. Was rather shiok k heeee. Can blast music and stuffs LOL. Kkkk anyw I havent finish my homework damn. Lazy to do. And YES, I WANT TO GO JCUBE AGAIN! :D

Day 3 — Your parents
(K this, you guys are allowed to see and stuffs. I whiten it just for a reason.)
I dont know what to say. I love them, but yet at the same time sometimes they really are very annoying and irritating. Sigh, sometimes I think that they're really biased towards my brother. I dont like it, seriously. And yah, I think they're very unreasonable as well. I totally have no privacy, they check my texts and everything. And wtfh is wrong with texting and going out with guys? Not like they'll rape me -.- . Gah, but still, they're still my parents, right..? :/

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