Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Hiii! It's like 2.26am now and yet I'm still here updating! Heh, using my phone to, trying actually. Since I'd shutted down my laptop minutes ago, and am bored now, so I'm trying to blog using my phone. Seems like it's working! Hah, currently lying on my bed, am like super bored now okeh. Seriously got nothing to do, only tweet and tweet. LOL, boring yeah. So anyway I got my haircut yesterday, since now it's already 27th. And guess what my fringe totally look like bangs now. It's supposed to be side, roar. Swept it to the side, basically every minute I'm doing that, hehe. I don't want it to be bangs! :( Did rebonding as well, yay. Cause my hair's like not straight enough to me, and it's like very dry! Since the time I came back from Shandong it's always been like this. And y'know what I heard from the hairdresser that sleeping late will also cause damage to your hair! Maybe that's the reason why my hair's dry.

Few more days to a new year, and then right after that School's approaching. Awesome? So not for me. I think it's gonna be a shit year and school's machiam hell. No joke alright. With like 9 subjects to study, and basically every subject is all about memorizing, how you think I'm gonna live next year?! Stressed like mad. Mum and everyone all said that sec3 is kinda the most crucial year where everything is taught, cause sec4 will basically be revision year. Gosh this is seriously freaking me out. I need and must cope with the stuffs next year, can't slack anymore like how I did these two years, haha. But I doubt I can do it cause I'm always paying lip service. Hehe. Oh guess what, I haven't even touch on my one and only holiday homework. Ohmygod right. It's like only one yet I haven't even touch on it. Lazy max, I need to read the damn book but upon seeing the contents, I wouldn't even give a damn. HAHAHA.

Whoaaaa, so much of the typing, 12minutes had passed. K I know it's slow but I'm using my phone to type and not the laptop so pardon me yeah. HAHA. I'm like already trying my best to type as fast as possible hehe. Gosh I'm still not tired at all. How?! First time man. Guess it's cause I woke up quite late today, 11.30am hahaha. Ok la I'm seriously lazy to continue, shall go back to tweet now. Bye! :)

Merry Christmas people! ♥

Dear Santa, it's Christmas. And my only wish's to be happy. Can you grant me? :(

Merry Christmas everyone! Im like already having the Christmas spirit! Phone bombed with 10+ xmas texts, thanks everyone! :) Wish you guys have a wonderful Christmas too! Heh, I doubt Im spending my Christmas fruitfully this year. It's just gonna be like a usual day, rotting at home or just going out. Not much plans, I guess. Anyway Jonghyun's so cute in the picture above, he's in the Christmas spirit too! HAHA, I hope they'll have a great Christmas! Alright, just came here to wish everyone Merry Christmas, so byee. :)

Chapter 29 - That silent love.

" Now, it’s back to the way we started. Strangers. "

School's reopening, and I have not even touch on any of my work, how great. Lazy to do so, the thought of it just gives me goosebumps. Sigh, 2011 will sure be a stressful year. With so many subjects, so many work, and what's more the following year is O's already. In a blink of an eye, Im sure sitting in that silent hall cracking my brains solving those tough questions. I must stop being so afraid, shit. Have no idea why, but Im just scared of O's. Everyone's telling me that it's not as tough as I thought, and it'll be okay, but I cant stop thinking :( . Screw this.

Anyway I spent my day watching shows, as usual. Chef's Kiss and 我爱黑涩棒棒堂. Boring much, but I've got nothing to do already. Facebook's status thing made me super hyper just now, cause it's like super funny! Hahah, secret. LOL. I cant believe upon the news I found out, seriously. It's like, really very unbelievable! But whatever. So Im like bored, seriously. And I've got nothing to blog about too. Posting random stuffs, that just come to my mind. Hehe, okay bye!

Goodbye, my love.

" I want to tell you that I really loved you as much as I said I did. I don’t know what happened, but it’s too late. I hope you can find your true love. Goodbye, my dear. "
Tiring day I had today, walked and shopped dao both legs sibey suan. Early morning woke up at 8+am, dont know why so early also. Mum left money for me, which meant I could go out! Hehe. Watched wahsbbt, then audi-ed for awhile. Left house at 10.30am, I thought I was late. Phew. Actually I was lat by afew minutes la, x: . Met Yihan minutes later, headed to Bugis. Wanted to take neos, but was not open yet. So walked around in Bugis Junction, then decided to head to Illuma for Koi! Shared with her an Icecream Chocolate, mygodz. It's heavenly, (Y). Walked back then, was around 11.45am then. Checked the neoprint shop, it opened already ^^ . Took thrice, shiok max. First one, was nice but machine got problem. Second one, dont really like. Third one, nice ah! Overall, sibey satisfied. :D

Chionged to Redhill then, bus 33-ed to Ikea for lunch. Hotdog! Wheeee. Omg, long time never had already, like for months. Walked over to Queensway after that, shopped around. But like nothing ley, sianz. Bought a top only, not much stuffs. Decided to head to Anchorpoint to have a look, went there, and guess what, we spent our time in Comics Connection instead! HAHA, seriously. I feel like buying everything that has SHINee stuffs in it. Practically everything's damn nice. Bought myself a Jonghyun's cup! Happy die. Treat it as my Christmas present ba! LOL. Decided to head to Harbourfront since there's practically nothing. Bus 61-ed there, walked around. Seriously nothing caught our eye, HAHA.

Legs super pain and suan, so we both decided to sit down and slack. Headed to Vivo's Page1, found a spot. H2h all the way, camwhored too. I love the pictures! (Y) Hehehe, decided to have some icecream, so we went over to Bens&Jerry! Love it. Long time since I had that man, shared a waffle dish. Wa the icecreams are super yummy k. Left Vivo at about 6pm, bused to mum's office there the busstop to wait for her. Super long eh lor, HAHA. 166-ed home, and Yanhui fooled me! :( Roar. Homed, comp-ed, bathed and audi-ed. Walao sibey pekchek. Internet connection got some problem, make my audi sibey lag. Lag dao everytime all cool one, rarely perfect. Jitao dw play, so came to blog. ^^ Going Malaysia on 19th for a day only, go there then come back liao. LOL. Hope it's fun! :)

6291.) Disappointment is my greatest fear.

Cute right?! Omg. ShinDongho! You're totally awesome. (Y)

Annyong! :) Hehe, step Korean here. LOL. Guess what people, Im loving U-Kiss! Currently my rank for the members are Dongho, Alexander, Soohyun, Kibum, Kiseop, Kevin then Eli. Sorry to those fans out there if I've offended you. Better apologise first if not skali I zhao re people, LOL! Maybe it's due to not watching more of their variety shows? I will have this ranking is cause I watched U-Kiss Vampire! Ohmy, nice variety show! (Y) Hehehe. Guess Im catching more of theirs soon, Chef Kiss or something. After I finish SHINee Yunhanam, cause Im like watching it now! Heeheee, Jonghyun's oh-so sweet seriously. Im like super jealous of that girl who chose Jonghyun. :(

So anyw, went to Yihan's place today to do our CIP project. Woke up late, maid called me at 9am when she is supposed to call me half an hour earlier. Was late, of course, sorry! Walked to her house and stuffs, called Kfc for lunch at around 2.45pm. They say it will reach at around 4.15pm due to overwhelming orders, but surprisingly it came at 3.15pm LOL! One hour earlier, (Y) . Ate, looked at videos, listened songs, stalked people (HAHAHAHA!) then finally continued work. We kinda finished it already! Left her house at about 5.45pm, dad fetched me. Fetched mum then went home, comp-ed and everything. Im super tired, going to sleep early of course! Hehe. So byebye! :)

If only time could rewind.

He's the one that motivates me. My cute and handsome KimJonghyun, saranghae. ♥

Hey! Ah man today's quite screwed. Woke up at 10.30am, washed up and stuffs, then comp-ed immediately. Watched an episode of washbbt, then audi-ed. Wa seriously my keyboard sucks max, cant even press properly, need to whack it hard then it can detect, zz. Plus everyone I hit it, it only gives me cool, no perfect. Pissed me off like hell, still continued. I wanna chiong to backup before school reopens. Slept for awhile, at about 3.50pm, but I got woken up by my parents cause they called me to close all the windows due to the heavy rain. Urgh, woke up, closed everything, and guess what, after few minutes, the rain stopped and it was super sunny, screw the weather man.

Parents bought Koi home, omg yummy. Icecream chocolate, (Y). Super nice la seriously, shared with brother. In less than 10mins the whole cup finished, HAHA. Continued to comp, audi-ed and stuffs. Left house at 7+pm, to Lot1. Texted Yihan and Gabriel. And wtf, Gabriel said he's going Lot1 as well. Jitao freaked out like some mad woman. Foodcourt for dinner, saw him. He purposely come find me one la! Asshole. Then cause I was sitting right infront of the drink's stall, then he come buy drink, still tell me say semo quench thirst, SAI LOL! Homed at about 10+pm, bathed and comped. Tired and bored max, nothing to do sia. :(

The reason why Im jealous is cause I care.

" 伤, 跟随心破碎掉, 你换了新主角, 我成了被人遗忘的小配角. "
Hello readers! Enjoyed my day today, cause I did voluntary work! For like the first time. Hahah, tiring much alrights. So anyway I woke up today at around 10am, and saw the text mum texted me ealier on asking me to call her. Called, and she told me about the stuffs on the voluntary work. Faster contact Yihan, and she managed to come with me! :) Omg, thanks a million! Dad called then, he told me that he will be reaching in another 10min time, I was damn shocked. Cause I was still watching my show and not ready. Chionged all the way, then Dad sent me and brother to meet mum and her friend for lunch. Ate at Astons, yummy! ^^

Fetched Yihan at about 2.15pm, headed down to Henderson Cc afterwards. Helped out with the sorting of names and everything, then went to pack their schoolbags. That was the most tiring thing, seriously. Run here and there, walk up and down, chiong all the way. It was this till I realise doing voluntary work wasnt that easy as I thought after all. Hahah, went to have some light food after that the Henderson market, then went back to the cc to help out. This time at least we stayed in the aircon room for the whole time, but it wasnt easy cause we need to sort out alot of stuffs and it's super rush okay. And luckily they found another emcee if not I have to go up to be the second emcee, which I dont want to cause I have to read out and pronounce those weird Malay or Indian names which I totally dont know how. Phew! x:

Finished everything on time, yay! And we left at about 8pm. Oh got cip points too! Hehehe, shiok. Dad came to fetch us home, and I reached at about 9pm. Tired max, bathed and here I am using the comp! Enjoyed my day with Yihan, seriously thank her lots man! ^^ Hahah, plus planning to go her house when Trina's back from Malaysia to finish the cip project! We three are doing together, hehe. Okay, shall go and watch my show now! Tataz. :)

A Silent Love.

Hey, I found this super touching story online, and would like to share to you guys! :)

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

(Source: A Silent Love by Unknown.)

Escape from reality.

I had fun today! :) Went out with Cheryl, Trina, Trina's cousin, Yanhui and Yihan! To Bugis. So woke up at 8+am, yah thanks to some stuffs. Convinced mum to let me go, I didn't realise she already left money for me LOL. Met them at Outram mrt at 12pm, and omg Trina's cousin's so cute! HAHAHA, he looks like my brother's older version. LOL! K so mrt-ed to Bugis, went to eat first, had a hard time choosing. And guess what, we decided to eat Sakae Sushi! Omg k, we 'upgraded' ourselves seriously. Usually we'll just eat mac or some norma fast food restaurant which doesn't cost much, this time woah, Sakae Sushi ley! After settling down, we decided to order, but thanks to the sushis, it tempted us and yeah, we didn't had a proper meal but kept taking and taking the sushis! We all were full after that, because of the number of plates we ate. Guess how much we ate!


TADAH! Alot yeah! 20 plates, like woah man. Never in my life had I eaten so many plates of sushis! Usually in Sakae Sushi I will just eat like, two plates? HAHA. Cool or what! 20 plates, but we still aren't really full? So we called more, I ordered a Kakiage, or however you spelt that. Whereas Cheryl, Trina and Yanhui ordered Chawamushi! Omg I tell you the Kakiage is heavenly! Super nice! :) I feel like ordering more but sadly my stomach can't take it already, HAHAHA. And omg we thought ice water need money, but actually it was free! LOL.




Kakiage and the chawamushi they ordered. :) LOOKS YUMMY RIGHT, I KNOW. HAHA! Spent 60$ at sakae, ex ok. But still at least one of us only need to pay 10$, hehe so reasonable I guess! Bought mac's icecream, then to Bugis Street. Bought a shirt there, Cheryl bought her bag! I think I know what bag I wanna buy for school reopen already, hehe. :) Then came back, went to Diva and I bought the make your own necklace! WOOT, I love it HAHA. I think it's really damn nice la, hor dumb! *wink. LOL, I remembered I jitao laughed DAMN LOUDLY when I was walking thanks to Trina. She almost bumped into this stranger and the stranger's face was like damn funny so I laughed damn loudly, till Cheryl told me alot of people looked at me with the omg face. HAHAH, she was like. "Dorcas! Maintain your feminine side!" Omg funny max!

Then we decided to have Koi! Cause we knew Bugis have and yeah, we saw! At Iluma :) . Walked over there, the queue was okay! Not so long la, unlike Clementi's. But sadly still need wait for queue number which was still fast! Shared a icecream chocolate with Yihan, omg it's nice ttm!! HAHA. Trina dropped her cup! And guess what the staffs there made her another one for free! Kind max la please. Back to Bugis junction, took neos. The first picture on top's one of the neos we took. NICE HOR, I KNOW RIGHT. LOL! I liked that alot, dont know why also. K then went home after that ^^ . Spent my day happily, I wanna go out again! :))