Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Sorry, I forgot you don't need me anymore.

Didnt use my laptop for 4 days, great satisfaction to me. All I do when I come home is just do homework and study for tests, busy life right. School's been so exhausting and stressful, there's practically no time to relax except for Fridays, and the weekends. Anyway, Im still 1/5 away from completing my straw hearts. I need to finish soon, urgh. Actually I have no reason why am I doing this as well, HAHA. Perhaps it's just for fun? Nah. Was actually having some kind of thought in my mind, but I know it'll never come true, so.. I'll just complete uh, for the satisfaction, hopefully.

Going for some wedding dinner later, I hope I dont get compared or anything there. But I'll know I'll just stone and get real bored at one corner, for Im the only girl among my dad's family side. Sucks alright. Worse is perhaps I may get to see black faces later and I tell you, Im sure gonna attitude back. Ohwell. Sighhhhhhhz. Life stinks, tired of it. Just went to check the new horoscope thing, IT'S SHIT. I really hope it's not true cause I dont wanna be a PISCES. I want to stay as an Aries. :( LOL. K random, baiz.
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