Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Sunday, February 20, 2011

I wish I was the one who could make you smile.

Sup. Attended Trina's advance birthday party today, then headed to Vivo after that with Cheryl and Yihan. Si Queenie, she left earlier due to her tuition, roaaaar. Went over to PageOne, then kinda browse for book. Didnt really managed to see one that really caught my eye, found one book but didnt think it was to my interest so left. Oh yes Cheryl bought rice cakes from basement before that, it was niceeee. (Y) Finally tasted how korean rice cakes are like! Hehe.

Yihan left, while Cheryl and I continued walking around. Decided to dinner together, but before that went to the National Geographic store and shopshop, LOL! It was hell boring and nothing, Geog sucks muahahah. Erm so left and headed to Candy Empire, go crazy over the candies there! Bought the sour straps, Cheryl bought strawberry I think, I bought cola! Hehe, then went to food court for dinner. We both had chicken riceee, then we talked alot! From our old crushes, to current, and to stalking people on facebook, AND EVEN STALKING PEOPLE'S PARENTS ROFL.

Then I kinda got interrogated by her man, yeah. We talked about someone, and yadda yadda. I swear it was omg-ly weird. HAHAHA, she's like. "Say you love him now." And I did! I was like, "I love him." HAHAHA, damn joke. We kinda made a fool outta ourselves at food court, we laughed like some szbs alrightttt. Being with her's funnn. (Y) Talked till 7+pm, then she left while I went to find family, they came vivo as well. Yah so brother got his haircut, then went over to abc market for their dinner, then homeeeeeee. ;)

Alright, so life stinks btw. Goodbye.

Every girl wants a Prince Charming, and while he may be nice and all, I’m thinking that I’d rather have the guy that’s gonna call at four in the morning just to say hi. Or someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone because he wants to see how I’m really doing, because I said I was fine, but we both know I’m lying. Or the guy who’ll stay home on a Saturday night with me because I’m sick. That guy, that one guy, he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else, but he’d be my hero. My “knight in shining armor.” Anyone who’d rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair while I puke, that’s a hero.

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