Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Chapter 29 - That silent love.

" Now, it’s back to the way we started. Strangers. "

School's reopening, and I have not even touch on any of my work, how great. Lazy to do so, the thought of it just gives me goosebumps. Sigh, 2011 will sure be a stressful year. With so many subjects, so many work, and what's more the following year is O's already. In a blink of an eye, Im sure sitting in that silent hall cracking my brains solving those tough questions. I must stop being so afraid, shit. Have no idea why, but Im just scared of O's. Everyone's telling me that it's not as tough as I thought, and it'll be okay, but I cant stop thinking :( . Screw this.

Anyway I spent my day watching shows, as usual. Chef's Kiss and 我爱黑涩棒棒堂. Boring much, but I've got nothing to do already. Facebook's status thing made me super hyper just now, cause it's like super funny! Hahah, secret. LOL. I cant believe upon the news I found out, seriously. It's like, really very unbelievable! But whatever. So Im like bored, seriously. And I've got nothing to blog about too. Posting random stuffs, that just come to my mind. Hehe, okay bye!
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