Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Friday, December 10, 2010

The reason why Im jealous is cause I care.

" 伤, 跟随心破碎掉, 你换了新主角, 我成了被人遗忘的小配角. "

Hello readers! Enjoyed my day today, cause I did voluntary work! For like the first time. Hahah, tiring much alrights. So anyway I woke up today at around 10am, and saw the text mum texted me ealier on asking me to call her. Called, and she told me about the stuffs on the voluntary work. Faster contact Yihan, and she managed to come with me! :) Omg, thanks a million! Dad called then, he told me that he will be reaching in another 10min time, I was damn shocked. Cause I was still watching my show and not ready. Chionged all the way, then Dad sent me and brother to meet mum and her friend for lunch. Ate at Astons, yummy! ^^

Fetched Yihan at about 2.15pm, headed down to Henderson Cc afterwards. Helped out with the sorting of names and everything, then went to pack their schoolbags. That was the most tiring thing, seriously. Run here and there, walk up and down, chiong all the way. It was this till I realise doing voluntary work wasnt that easy as I thought after all. Hahah, went to have some light food after that the Henderson market, then went back to the cc to help out. This time at least we stayed in the aircon room for the whole time, but it wasnt easy cause we need to sort out alot of stuffs and it's super rush okay. And luckily they found another emcee if not I have to go up to be the second emcee, which I dont want to cause I have to read out and pronounce those weird Malay or Indian names which I totally dont know how. Phew! x:

Finished everything on time, yay! And we left at about 8pm. Oh got cip points too! Hehehe, shiok. Dad came to fetch us home, and I reached at about 9pm. Tired max, bathed and here I am using the comp! Enjoyed my day with Yihan, seriously thank her lots man! ^^ Hahah, plus planning to go her house when Trina's back from Malaysia to finish the cip project! We three are doing together, hehe. Okay, shall go and watch my show now! Tataz. :)

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