Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Monday, April 25, 2011

The mirror can lie. It doesn't show you what's really inside.

Exams are in 9 days, and I have not started studying, awesome? Not. Don't know why, but I just don't seem to sense that urgency. Sucks much alright. It's like, yeah I know exams are approaching and I want to study, but yet I didn't. Gosh what's wrong with me. I need to study, like seriously. For my sake, for my future, and for my parents. Not to top the class, or win you. Yeah if you get what I mean, or else too bad. Seriously hate it so much when people are competitive. I know we're in this competition super high country and society, and you wanna compete, by all means. But must you show it so obvious that you know it's actually super annoying and irritating? Bet you don't. Well I'm telling you now. IT'S VERY FRUSTRATING.

Kay, enough of ranting. I may be on a small hiatus. Need to mug hard, though I know I'm left with only 9days. Not enough time, but still, no harm studying now, right? So till then, I'll blog again once exams are over. Takecare readers! :)
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