Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

My once upon a time, didn't end happily ever after.

missed school today. am having slight headache, cough and runny nose. fever's gone, i guess. well so staying at home was super boring alright, cause i've practically nothing to do. maid woke me up a 6am, but i told her to call me 30min after since even if i were to go to school today, i can report at 8am cause of the mediacorp thing last night. slept for another 30min, woke up, texted and then went to ask my mum if i need to attend school today. she said no, like how awesome. (Y) so i continued texting and eventually fell asleep till 8.10am? used the laptop, watched 2 episodes of mfbbt and continue stoning. rofl. it was seriously very boring cause i've nothing to do.

so anyway i missed both my emaths and amaths test today. yay? maybe. i wanna take amaths test but not emaths however. dont know why but i love amaths alot, like so much more than emaths. emaths give me this sense of like, "aiya dont bother learning la, confirm will fail anyway". but amaths' on the contrary. ohwell. and yihan texted me saying that i got 4th highest in class for the previous amaths test!! the one which practically everyone complained about it being super tough, and i almost gave up and brokedown on the spot while doing halfway. heh, cool much huh. i can say that amaths' like my most fav subject now, at the moment. hahaha. uhhh, im feeling this sense of urgency that my homework needs to be completed right now. so off i go, to chiong finish my homework. i've piles of them alright, screw the school.

im not supposed to love you, im not supposed to care. im not supposed to live my life, wishing you were there. im not supposed to wonder where you are and what you do. im sorry, but i just can't help it, because im so in love with you.
xoxo, tong.

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