Me, myself and I.


Hi. I get jealous easily because what's mine is mine. I feel that I'm not good enough for anyone because there are so many better girls out there. I'm sensitive and a little insecure. I act like I don't give a fuck because I care too much. I hate how I let my emotions control my behavior, and how I have to pretend everything's okay. I over analyze the smallest of things and come off as a bitch to guard myself. I shut myself down and have a war with myself frequently. I don't live my life to please you, so don't judge.


"Pamper me like a princess and I'll promise to be your good girl."

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

A leopard never change its spots.

Just afew more minutes to December, the start of a very new month! New month, new beginning, that's what they always say. But I think otherwise, don't you think every month is just like the previous, where the same old things happens and life still goes on? Hahah, although yeah most of us wants a new start but it's not really possible to me. Alright, so I spent my day just like that, boringly. If this continues, I guess I will be a fungi when school reopened thanks to it rotting, LOL. K so I woke at like 10.30am today thanks to some idiot called Joseph, he texted and called me just because he wanted to waste his prepaid. Ass man, thanks for ruining my sleep. And you should be honoured for your name is like, in my post. Roar.

Cant went back to sleep after that already, so I turned on my laptop instead. Got so fed up with my new laptop, yes although it's new, it's as laggy, or maybe worse than my previous one. What's worse is that the keyboard sucks apparently, it can't detect some of my keys, amazing. Urgh, so I used my old laptop for almost the whole day, cause I wanna audi as well and this laptop doesn't has audi so yah. Believe it or not, I DID ANOTHER 188BPM CFM!! Omg happy die. The most cool thing is that cause I wasn't even concentrating that time as Im like talking to Joseph & friend. LOL, miracle huh! :D Changed back to new laptop, using it now. Yeah and I think Im going out tomorrow with clique, woohoo! To Bugis, looking forward yah. ^^

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